About A Girl

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i feel sick.

i managed to do something productive today. i went to my dentist. well, i did go to her clinic last week but i needed another check-up. unlike my daunting stay last week, today was such a breeze. i was the first patient and my appointment with her didn’t really take that long. after going to her clinic, i went to festival mall hoping that i could either watch ninja assasin or just have coffee (or do both. hehe!). i first went to the cinema. there was one for ninja assasin but the movie won’t be for another hour and a half so i decided to hit starbucks. BUT starbucks (being its usual self on a saturday) was packed with people. so i just walked… and walked… and walked some more. hey! that’s exercise! haha!

anyway, i’ll be at church tomorrow. maybe i could drop by the mall again. hopefully, be able to have a lovely breakfast and watch a movie. can’t wait.

i feel like each day has been a drag lately. i don’t know. i haven’t been out lately.. or maybe not like before. i usually just have coffee with my officemates after work. i love those moments. i have this thing for coffee and enjoying it with other people. argh! i miss jen. and i miss lucy. and i miss reigna. have not seen her lately. and blessa… hmmm come out come out wherever you are… haha!

i can’t remember when it happened. there was this afternoon when we were called for a meeting. and i mean.. all of us. MANAGE YOUR MONEY WELL. that’s probably the most i got from the meeting. and it made me think.. if i wasn’t where i am now, where would i be? argh… silly question. i mean.. if i will no longer work for the company i’m working for right now, where would i go? maybe, i’d find work at some other low-paying hospital. maybe, i’d stay home (mmm.. i don’t really think so but MAYBE just maybe..) maybe, i’d decide to go back to school. maybe, i’d fly off to some other country. i really really don’t know.

i’ve been working on my finances for the past years that i’ve been working. and i’ve always tried my best to be a good steward of the money God’s been blessing me with. and i have to say, it has not been easy. when you think about it, it’s easy to plan and to say that i should save this portion of my money. and this portion goes to church and this portion is what i’m left with to spend. it’s so easy to say that. doing it… that’s a different ball game. buy this. buy that. ads are everywhere. it’s so hard to stick to a financial plan especially when you are used to a certain lifestyle. for some, it’s shopping for clothes. for some, it’s spending money for a hobby. for some, like me, it’s dining out and watching movies. some might say, “ok lang yan. you have to treat yourself sometimes.” sometimes meaning? every week? or with every urge you get?

well.. that’s one of the goals i want for next year. i remember some time on july (2009.. by the way.. i’m kidding. i don’t remember stuff especially dates. i had to look that up in my journal. haha!).. well… last july, i made a plan on how much i have to save every pay day. ten percent will go to church and the rest will be for my expenses. i’m planning on doing the same thing again next year. only this time, it won’t be a dry run anymore. and there would be some adjustments. inclusions of an emergency fund and a fund that i could spend over a whim. i’m also planning to include a separate fund that i could use to pay my tax adjustment. this year, i paid over six thousand pesos FOR TAXES. where the hell did my money go? tapos mag-iiba na pala ko ng work by next year. haha! now that’s funny. but what the heck right? it’s just a plan. and plans can always change for the better.

i figured ima make the most of what i have. make do with what you have? is that right? someone said that to me. actually, a couple of people did. so there.

hmmm.. new year’s resolution post ba to? i was just trying to say things from last week. but no… i’d do my list on december. pag malapit na matapos ang taon. dec 31 perhaps? hehehe!

i want to watch 100 again. that movie that starred mylene dizon, eugene domingo and tessie tomas. i love that movie! haayy… maybe later.

i feel so sluggish. i don’t even know why! i really really feel sick. baka yun yon… hayyy kung kelan naman long weekend saka pa ko magkakasakit. i hate it! hahahaha!

that’s it. that’s it for this week. hmm, work is okay this week, i guess. a little sluggish. just that. hayy… di ko pa napapasyal si gammy sa baywalk. i was supposed to do that last week pero hindi ko sya nadadala sa manila hehehe! gammy by the way is my cam. i just had to name it. i was actually torn about giving it the name markus. since i really love that name. the cat.. well my cat whose name was markus had already died. should i pass the name to my cam? i really want to. then i figured, might as well think of another name.

ayoko na nga. tama na. maybe next week. hayy… i should take gammy out. and i should take photography seriously. tsktsk!

i’m hungry!!!! somebody please feed me! he he he! i’m out. next week ulit.

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need i start with another sigh?

it’s been a couple of months since i wrote a post. never mind the other two that only expressed my having writer’s block. not that nothing happened during those months. maybe i was too busy to write. (yea, right) or maybe it’s too complicated to broadcast. or maybe.. they are simply meant to be unwritten. take your pick.

i wouldn’t try and squeeze everything that happened in just one post. somehow in the coming days, if i ever remember anything worth letting go, i’d simply write it here. and the unloading begins..

i had an appointment to the dentist yesterday. i was given a 5pm schedule but came in late. it was just minutes before six when i came by her clinic. she still had a patient so i was left with no choice but to wait. it could have been an agonizing experience. thank heavens i brought a book with me. yes, a book (that’s not a typo). i was never really a fan of books. whenever i TRY to read, i get dizzy in the first few minutes. and i can’t recall a book with more than 400 pages that i have finished. well… until now. so there i was with john grisham and his book (the client). it was turned into a movie. one i have yet to see. it starred susan sarandon (i love her) and tommy lee jones. hours passed as i sunk deeper into the pages of his book. anyway, this is not the first grisham i have read. this is actually the second one for me. and so far, i’m really loving it. buti na lang kasama ko sya kahapon, kasi kung hindi.. baka umiyak na ko sa sobrang tagal ko naghintay. three hours after my arrival, finally i was sent to the dental chair.

an hour later, my dentist was all done with me. at 10pm, i was on my way home and she still had one more patient. it was raining so she called her son to get us an umbrella and take me outside and wait for me to get a ride home. and he did. i just found it funny that her son was now actually taller than me. he was already lean (probably because of swimming) and has lost his baby fats. i don’t even know how old he is now. probably too old to not kiss his mom in front of me anymore. he he he!

sana makakain pa rin ako ng maayos kahit masakit ung ngipin ko. hahaha! what am i saying? me not enjoying food that i love? like that’s going to happen!

i went home late last friday. i was stuck at the clinic watching chess games. ahhh the highschool memories just went flooding back. and whenever we play billiards.. heck yea, that brings back a lot of highschool memories too. nakakamiss sobra! but that’s that. the good times. ever worth-reminiscing.

hindi na ko marunong maglaro grabe! lamang na nga sa pagkain ng pyesa, nagpapatalo pa. hehehe! anyway, it’s nice to relive the moments again. if losing meant remembering something from highschool then let’s go. ang SAYA ko!!! hahahaha! masaya kong natalo? weird! hehehe!

well, on that same friday night, my supervisor processed a specimen late in the afternoon. it was just one specimen but it could not wait. the thing is she had to leave. so she left the reading of the slides to me. i had free dinner that night. swerte! ahhh speaking of dinner, it’s sir choy’s birthday today! he bought mam thek’s o.t meal. which was eventually given to me. happy birthday! let’s see if you’ll be able to read this. hahaha!

argh! my cellphone is buzzing like hell already. it’s time to get dressed and go to church. haaayyyy…. it’s so nice to be back. time’s up. i’ll just write something else later. see you dear boyd.

i miss you my dear void. i have not the time for you lately. and i’m starting to hate myself for it. kaya siguro grumpy ako lately. hahaha! i will do an “I’m back” post but it will have to wait. it’s past one and i still have to go to work in four hours. i miss you. i miss you.

. what’s happening to me???? there are a lot of things to say but nothing comes out. damnnn!

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i don’t know what it is about the past month that kept me busy enough to be unable to write here. list of culprits…

1. restaurant city - yea… yea.. believe it or not i’m hooked at this game. i know it’s not something new for me to always go online whenever i’m home. but whenever i do, i find myself checking my restaurant first before i even go through my emails and offline messages. i always get so excited seeing my restaurant with a lot of garbage to pick up. i usually go to other restaurants to find ingredients that i need. (and this is a great opportunity to thank you zombie for always trading your ingredients with me. good luck with 21 corn =)) lol). basta excited ako sa mga upgrades and picture taking.. and yea, i know sort of lame and pathetic. ha ha ha! at least i’m enjoying myself.

2. facebook - facebook in general. you know the drill.. find your friends. comment on their photos, shoutouts, profile, quiz results, links, posts… whatever is new.

3. the kitchen - as in our kitchen. i’ve never had faith in cookbooks til now. i mean, don’t get me wrong. i love buying cookbooks. the thing is… i never read them. well, up until now. it all changed when i bought a periplus mini cookbook. homestyle filipino cooking. then i saw another one. filipino cakes and desserts. then i tried some of their dishes. i am actually also happy to tell that finally i got enough nerve to try and make a blueberry cheesecake. i bought my first 20cm pie plate (or was it 23??). and hopefully i’ll learn how to bake too. and well… the rest is history. that’s probably one of the things that i enjoy doing during weekends.

4. WORK - don’t get me wrong. i love my work. i love the long hours. the long bus ride. the 3-in-1 coffee mornings. the free o.t meal. bonus. o.t pay. and all that. although sometimes it cuts my game time short. that’s just the down side. he he he! in a few months, i will be celebrating my third year anniversary there. and i’m always always grateful to be there. really. i know it sounds funny but.. i do love my job.

5. hmmm movies??? - i don’t think they count much because i don’t really watch movies often. ano na lang… thank you zombie for korean movies. lalo na yung babo. loved it. =))

6. nothing more.

btw… tj, if you are reading this… (and i hope you are) i miss talking to you buddy. i hope you’re having the time of your life as i am having with mine. well, when you are well-adjusted maybe we could talk. you’re busy too. no offlines doesn’t mean i don’t remember you. wak ka na tampo, kk?

i should go and try the new polvoron recipe. hope it tastes just as good as the first one though. pahabol: nanenok ko na yung speakers na matagal ko nang pinagiinteresan he he he! buti na lang pumayag yung ate kong maganda =)) jeds thank you. tska yung vga fan kong nabili dati… well, di sya kasha! malaki pala yung nabili ko. sayang… di na pwede ibalik. buti na lang mura lang sya. haaaysss…

work ulit bukas! can’t wait til next monday!! walang pasokkkkkk!!!! wooohooo!!!

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i am thoroughly amazed. i was at the mall this afternoon to watch a movie with my sister. she was still on her way so i decided to pay for her ticket first. so there i was, buying ticket for two. a hundred and thirty pesos each. after that, i went to buy some food. well… like i always say, a good movie deserves a bucket of popcorn. besides, i’m used to having popcorn and soda whenever i’m watching a movie. so i went and ordered. isang small na cheese. isang taquitos (my favorite! ^_^). isang sprite, large. isang coke, large. tska isang nachos. then i was asked, maliit o malaki? to which i replied, sige yung malaki na. so she punched my order away and to my… hmmm i don’t know what’s the more appropriate word… dismay or surprise… the screen posted my bill. two hundred and three pesos. fifty-seven pesos short of what i had paid for the movie! and then i wondered, if a guy always pays for a date, how does he even survive? hahahahah! i mean, you know how some guys offer to pay for everything (waaaah! nangyayari pa ba to?! hahaha!). it’s crazy! it’s crazy how expensive watching a movie could be. or even how taking someone out to dinner could be. hahaha! like that’s my problem. anyhow, it just suddenly came to me. buti na lang girl ako! hahahaha!

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about the hangover. you know that movie ‘dude, where’s my car?’ that’s actually the movie that came into my mind when i first heard of the hangover. well, i got to watch hangover this afternoon and i’d say it’s a million times over better than that. well maybe that’s an exaggeration but let’s just leave things at that.

what did i love about the movie? well, the movie basically was about four people who went to vegas to have a good time, screwed up the whole night and woke up not remembering anything at all the day after. the plot was definitely not new but the movie was soooo silly and funny i just couldn’t help but love it. it’s like you know what’s gonna happen but still laugh at it anyway. i don’t know. to me, it was funny. and i loved the soundtrack! i loved the soundtrack so much i had to look for it. i’m glad i watched it. and it was more fun because i watched it with someone.

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i was talking with a friend of mine just a while back. well… he’s one of those who left the country to work some place else. apparently, he’s climbing one of those corporate ladders. and he was like saying he has to make his move now if he wants to get somewhere. and i was like, dude, you’re still young. and he was telling me… e parang nabibilisan ako. and i was like exactly! what’s with the hurry, right? then i went on to realize that maybe i was taking so much of my time. i mean, i don’t really know. am i doing everything that i’m supposed to do? am i supposed to like work on being financially free already? and whenever i think about it, i just realize more and more that no matter how bad this may sound… i love to work. i do. i really really do. it’s like having a sense of purpose or something. like you have a reason to wake up in the morning. you have something to look forward to at least. i mean not that those who are financially free do not have anything to look forward to but what i want to say is… maybe i want to still run round and round the vicious rat race. i want to take my time. enjoy. relax a bit. i mean that’s the pace i have. is it so wrong to take my time? what if the things i want are smaller? (hahaha! as unbelievable that may be.) i know i’m not making much sense. i usually don’t. hahaha! so there. let’s just end this.

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well… tomorrow is another monday. have to go to work. i’m hoping to see blessa and reigna tomorrow. too bad jobert won’t be there. i sooooo miss him already. anyway, good night dear void.

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malapit na.. malapit na malapit na talaga!

malapit na kong maniwala na swerte ako sa mga taong gustong mag-abroad. lahat na ata ng taong nagiging malapit sakin, biglang hinihila ng kung ano mang cosmic energy paalis ng Pilipinas. mga leche kayo!

dahil ba sinasabi kong ayokong umalis kaya lahat ng swerte na dapat na sakin e napupunta sa iba?! at eto pa ang bonggang-bonggang nakakaloka jan, kung sino pa yung malalapit sakin, yun pa ang umaalis! pambihira!

siguro pwede ko nang sabihin na kumakapal na yung balat ko para sa ganitong mga okasyon. anong okasyon? yung pag may magsasabi sayo na, “malapit na kong umalis.. pero di pa sure yun..” pudpud na pudpod na yung linyang yun at binging-bingi na ko. di pa sure yun? pero malapit na? anlabo. anu’t ano pa aalis at aalis din kayo! (yesss…. may galit!)

tangina. nagagalit nga ba ko? minsan gusto kong isipin yun… na nagagalit ako. kasi ba naman ako ang naiiwan. e di syempre pakiramdam ko, iniiwanan ako. ano ba namang kagaguhan yun db?! di mo rin naman ako masisisi di ba? pero hindi rin kita masisisi. kung aalis ka man o nakaalis na.. depende lang tlga sa buhay yan. kung tutuusing mabuti, ako ang maswerte. dahil hindi ko na kelangan patayin ang sarili ko para lang “makipagsapalaran” sa kung san mang lupalop. na kung gugustuhin kong magpakamartir at magtago sa Pilipinas, ayus lang. na isa lang sa maraming pagpipilian ang pagpunta sa ibang bansa para magtrabaho. na mabubuhay ako at ang pamilya ko kahit piso.. perang Pilipino ang laman ng bulsa ko. ang swerte ko naman pala talaga. pero minsan, hindi ko naaalala yun. kasi sa tuwing may aalis, pakiramdam ko nawawalan ako. na para bang nagkukulang. parang pati ako maninibago. makikisama ulit. mabubuhay ulit ng wala yung mga taong dumating at umalis.

nakakatawa. kung magsalita naman ako parang hindi na sila babalik. tska para bang napakalaki pa ng mundo ngayon? e hindi naman na. mas madali pa ngang hagilapin yung mga kaibigan ko ngayon kesa dati. mas madalas pa silang makausap. di nga lang makasama. di bale na, pwede naman silang puntahan e. mejo mahal nga lang.

siguro nga pangturista lang ako. at kailangan ko nang tanggapin na talagang wala akong hopeful na puso at matibay na sikmura para mag-abroad. natatakot akong umalis papunta sa walang kasiguraduhan (hahaha! na para bang may kasiguraduhan ang buhay sa Pilipinas!). basta natatakot lang ako. yun lang yun e. ayoko pang umalis sa comfort zone. saka na ko tatanda. ganito ganito lang muna sa ngayon.

ayokong makita yung isang araw na wala na kong ibang pagpipilian kundi ang magtrabaho sa ibang bansa. kaya kung dito pa lang, dapat matuto na kong maghawak ng pera. na kahit maliit kumpara sa kung anong kikitain ng isang medtech abroad ang kinikita ko ngayon, dapat matuto ako kung paano sulitin at paramihin yung pera na yun. yesss! stewardship!

sino nga bang nauna sa kanilang lahat? sino nga bang unang nagsabi sakin ng “pero di pa sure yun?” (sasampalin ko tlga yun pramis! hahaha!) pero sana maalala nila ko kahit nakaalis na sila. na kung saka-sakaling babalik man, sana ganun pa rin pag nagkita-kita. haayss nakakamiss tuloy lahat. na parang gustong bumalik lahat ng memories (yown! drama!) pero biglang hindi na rin pala.

sabi ni lucy magtayo na lang daw ako ng negosyo. “wanna go abroad? make friends with me” garantisado ang pagalis nyo. hahaha! sabagay, kahit wala akong agency parati naman akong online, available sa mga taong nalulungkot… (ewww!) at walang makaOsap! hahahahaha!

naku baka ngayon na sinasabi ko na to, mawala na ung magic. ayoko rin naman yon. hahaha! basta swerte ako! swerte ako!! swerte ako!!!! period. no erase. no liquid paper!

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i love weekends. i always look forward to weekends. make plans. go out. do whatever. better yet, do nothing productive and sleep all day!

after four months (i think… or is it three?) of training, i’m back to the 7am schedule at least for the first week of august. i have been learning the ropes of TB culture for the last four months now. from reading LJ culture weekly to recognizing what TB looks like on solid media. from making and reading zn smears from MGIT culture to actually identifying the bacteria with biochemical tests. from doing sensitivity testing to releasing the results. i kind of missed being the one processing the specimen. but last week, i finally went back to processing. nakakapanibago. but it was fun! it was the first time for me to work with sir alfred who had been so patient with me even if i got 43 minutes late last monday which left him doing all the work. hehehe! the funny thing is that i worked overtime that same monday for about an hour but i was 43 minutes late. sana pwede na lang ma-offset yun. hehehe! we had to work overtime on tuesday too to finish all the slides. good thing teacher helped us out. thank you teacher! at buti na lang may o.t meal! yum! we didn’t have work last wednesday because of president aquino’s burial. buti na lang kasi baka hindi na ko nakauwi kung may pasok! super traffic hanggang sucat! thursday. hmm… another overtime. we had to finish slides. but they were the ones who read the slides, i only helped sir eman with his work and then arranged our stocks. yea, dakilang bodegera. friday… we had our pictures taken. i think it’s for a new i.d. i looked terrible on picture! hays! sana ako na lang ang kumuha ng sarili kong pic at pinadala ko na lang sana sa itd. anyway i had to go kaya nauna na kong magpapic sa kanila. they were making fun of me, kaya ayan! pangit! i went out last friday. yey! thank you lance for the movie and the coffee. next time ako. promise! (hope you don’t get to read this hahaha!)

i actually got to watch four movies this week. last sunday, i watched public enemies (johnny depp, christian bale) and the proposal (sandra bullock, ryan reynolds). on wednesday, i got to watch my sister’s keeper. and just this friday, g.i. joe. i loved every one of them. johnny depp was great. i love that he is playing a real person now and not some sort of.. hmmm.. i don’t know.. some weird character which requires lots of makeup and wig?! hahaha! amazingly, i didn’t doze off even if public enemies run for more than two hours. that’s how good it was, i guess. after watching that, i bought another set of taquitos and coke then went to watch the proposal. i think this is the first romcom that starred sandra bullock that i appreciated. maybe because ryan reynolds was her co-star. i love ryan. i’ve always loved ryan. i think he’s charming, hot and boyishly handsome too. they looked great together i had to watch it twice. sulit bayad! (jeds, sana di mo to mabasa. libre mo ko bukas! hehehe!). hmmm… next. my sister’s keeper. well… when i got to the cinema, 20 minutes of the film had gone. they said i could just watch it again if i want. by the end of the film, i got bloodshot eyes and a terrible headache. not that this is the first movie that got me crying, but it did anyway and gave me a headache too. i never watched it the second time. here’s the funny part. when the movie was over, i waited inside for the next run of the film. you know when they play music first while the lights inside the theater were on? well… they actually did. the song they first played was off that musical-turned-movie hairspray. after a drama, this is what i heard! GOOD MORNING BALTIMORE!!! i was like… what the hell is this?! so i went to the comfort room and never came back. G.I Joe friday. i loved it! especially because i got to watch it for free.. hehehe! kidding. thank you lance! i wanted to watch it not because i was a fan of the animated series. i don’t even have a memory of it. (i don’t have a good memory anyway so what the heck!) i watched it because channing tatum was there. it turned out to be a really good movie! i especially loved the sword fights! love it! love it! and i loved the fact that marlon wayans was there. this is a good movie. better than transformers 2. definitely better! and oh, reb.. i agree with the megan fox comment you had on your post. got me laughing.

still waiting for the ugly truth and up. after ten years…..

i talked with jen and lucy this morning. it was sooo cool. jen is somewhere in saudi. i’m in the philippines and lucy is somewhere in canada. we were all online this morning (at least on my side of the world). we were in a conference room and we had our webcams on. it was sooo cool! i said that already, didn’t i? sayang walang photo. i guess when you are having so much fun you don’t really get to think about those things. next time na lang.

i cooked tinola today. it has turned out to be one of my favorites. tapos fried chicken bukas! i prepared it today, of course. boil ‘em and fry ‘em tomorrow. then i cooked some stir-fried veges mixed with rice. that was lunch. i got to try that finesse cereal nestle have. it tasted like corn flakes as jenna had mentioned. masarap! arghhh, diet! die yet… diet!

i got to watch ufc again. grabe! sobrang tagal na! i almost forgot what it was like. i didn’t know a single fighter on that episode that i watched today but each fight was great! to think that the episode i watched was soooo last year! galing pa rin. the sport has evolved so much. years back, fighters had their own… hmmm… what’s the right term? field of specialization?! haha! …coming into the octagon. they are good at just one martial art form. fighters today are more well-rounded. i mean, i guess it’s only necessary because if you are going up with an opponent unprepared, you are definitely screwed. sayang wala akong balls… (talking about that channel on skycable). hahaha!

that’s it! hope to wake up early tomorrow. go to church. have coffee. watch a movie. can’t go for a massage anymore. i have clearly spent a lot on groceries already. i’m well on my way outside my budget. maybe next week… huhuhu!

good night! or good morning… oh well, 3am na. 3am in the morning! hahaha! it’s 3am in the morning put my key in the door ‘n’ bodies layin all over the floor ‘n’ i don’t remember how they got there but i guess i must’ve killed ‘em.. killed ‘em..

pangit pag end ng post tapos good morning kaya…

gnyt! gnyt my dear boyd.

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weekend na! it’s saturday. i’m feeling a whole lot better and i want to go out. i miss my friends already. it’s weird to realize that i talk to them often now than when they were still here. to think na walking distance lang ang mga bahay namin sa isa’t isa.

lucy and i talked today. webcam, mic, ym. it was perfect. well… i couldn’t hear her well but that’s okay. she’s on the other side of the world right now. somewhere in canada. calgary, i think. good thing she has an internet connection. i don’t miss her that much. we talk more now than ever.. i think. two-hour conversation ngayon, record-breaking na yun para sakin.

the thing with me is.. i’m kind of changing my mind about not going abroad. if before i was strongly against it (something like i would only work abroad if there is no other choice), now i’m actually considering it. it’s frustrating when you compare the employment rates here and abroad. you can earn in a year abroad what you can earn in ten years (probably) here in the philippines. it’s sad to say that a lot of people are driven out of the country to work because of wanting to provide a better life for their families. but what other choice do filipinos have?

as much as possible, i would like to stay here, of course. but i want to see what it’s like out there too.

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nakakaasar. nasa bahay lang ako buong maghapon dahil masakit pa rin yung chan ko. perfect. eto pa naman yung araw sana na susulitin ko ang maghapon sa cinemalaya. sinasabi ko na nga ba… hindi effective sakin ang mga plano. madalas pag meron pa ko non, walang nangyayari sakin.

nung friday, pumunta pa rin ako kahit na sobrang sakit ng chan ko. syempre gusto ko makita si jo. twice a year lang kami nagkikita. february tska july. pasinaya tska cinemalaya. buti nga meron pa nung dalawa na yun e, at least may bonding pa rin kami. nanood kami ng mangatyanan. kwentuhan. tapos umuwi na ko.

ngayon sabado. sabi ni blessa, sold out lahat ng alas sais. nagtaka naman ako. main theater sold out? e malaki yun db? dinig sana kita pala yung palabas. napanood ko na yun. maganda. di na ko magtataka kung ipapalabas din yung sa mga sinehan. sana nga e. para mapanood ko ulit.

hays gusto ko pa naman sana ng tshirt. kaso pano yan e last day na bukas. i doubt na makakalayas ako ng bahay bukas. pero sana. shit. magastos to. pupunta ko ng ccp para lang bumili ng tshirt?! dapat talaga bumili na ko last week pa. tsktsktsk! mali na naman. tshirt lang yun. bahala na bukas.

still have to go back to baywalk. marami pa rin namang nagpupunta dun kahit na di na katulad ng dati yung lugar. tska gusto kong bumalik ng boni high. bahala na ulit. pag magaling na ko.

haaayyyy. sobra! yoko na ng ganitong feeling. sana normal na ulit. para pwede na ulit gumala. three weeks na ata akong di nagpupunta ng alabang pag weekend. nakakamiss na.

napanood ko ung penelope kanina. maganda pala yun. kailangan lang tlgang mahalin ang sarili. tsktsk! gwapo ni mcavoy. he he he!

ayun… wala akong magawa. obviously. hmp! makapaglaro na nga lang.