About A Girl

. what’s happening to me???? there are a lot of things to say but nothing comes out. damnnn!

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i don’t know what it is about the past month that kept me busy enough to be unable to write here. list of culprits…

1. restaurant city - yea… yea.. believe it or not i’m hooked at this game. i know it’s not something new for me to always go online whenever i’m home. but whenever i do, i find myself checking my restaurant first before i even go through my emails and offline messages. i always get so excited seeing my restaurant with a lot of garbage to pick up. i usually go to other restaurants to find ingredients that i need. (and this is a great opportunity to thank you zombie for always trading your ingredients with me. good luck with 21 corn =)) lol). basta excited ako sa mga upgrades and picture taking.. and yea, i know sort of lame and pathetic. ha ha ha! at least i’m enjoying myself.

2. facebook - facebook in general. you know the drill.. find your friends. comment on their photos, shoutouts, profile, quiz results, links, posts… whatever is new.

3. the kitchen - as in our kitchen. i’ve never had faith in cookbooks til now. i mean, don’t get me wrong. i love buying cookbooks. the thing is… i never read them. well, up until now. it all changed when i bought a periplus mini cookbook. homestyle filipino cooking. then i saw another one. filipino cakes and desserts. then i tried some of their dishes. i am actually also happy to tell that finally i got enough nerve to try and make a blueberry cheesecake. i bought my first 20cm pie plate (or was it 23??). and hopefully i’ll learn how to bake too. and well… the rest is history. that’s probably one of the things that i enjoy doing during weekends.

4. WORK - don’t get me wrong. i love my work. i love the long hours. the long bus ride. the 3-in-1 coffee mornings. the free o.t meal. bonus. o.t pay. and all that. although sometimes it cuts my game time short. that’s just the down side. he he he! in a few months, i will be celebrating my third year anniversary there. and i’m always always grateful to be there. really. i know it sounds funny but.. i do love my job.

5. hmmm movies??? - i don’t think they count much because i don’t really watch movies often. ano na lang… thank you zombie for korean movies. lalo na yung babo. loved it. =))

6. nothing more.

btw… tj, if you are reading this… (and i hope you are) i miss talking to you buddy. i hope you’re having the time of your life as i am having with mine. well, when you are well-adjusted maybe we could talk. you’re busy too. no offlines doesn’t mean i don’t remember you. wak ka na tampo, kk?

i should go and try the new polvoron recipe. hope it tastes just as good as the first one though. pahabol: nanenok ko na yung speakers na matagal ko nang pinagiinteresan he he he! buti na lang pumayag yung ate kong maganda =)) jeds thank you. tska yung vga fan kong nabili dati… well, di sya kasha! malaki pala yung nabili ko. sayang… di na pwede ibalik. buti na lang mura lang sya. haaaysss…

work ulit bukas! can’t wait til next monday!! walang pasokkkkkk!!!! wooohooo!!!

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i am thoroughly amazed. i was at the mall this afternoon to watch a movie with my sister. she was still on her way so i decided to pay for her ticket first. so there i was, buying ticket for two. a hundred and thirty pesos each. after that, i went to buy some food. well… like i always say, a good movie deserves a bucket of popcorn. besides, i’m used to having popcorn and soda whenever i’m watching a movie. so i went and ordered. isang small na cheese. isang taquitos (my favorite! ^_^). isang sprite, large. isang coke, large. tska isang nachos. then i was asked, maliit o malaki? to which i replied, sige yung malaki na. so she punched my order away and to my… hmmm i don’t know what’s the more appropriate word… dismay or surprise… the screen posted my bill. two hundred and three pesos. fifty-seven pesos short of what i had paid for the movie! and then i wondered, if a guy always pays for a date, how does he even survive? hahahahah! i mean, you know how some guys offer to pay for everything (waaaah! nangyayari pa ba to?! hahaha!). it’s crazy! it’s crazy how expensive watching a movie could be. or even how taking someone out to dinner could be. hahaha! like that’s my problem. anyhow, it just suddenly came to me. buti na lang girl ako! hahahaha!

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about the hangover. you know that movie ‘dude, where’s my car?’ that’s actually the movie that came into my mind when i first heard of the hangover. well, i got to watch hangover this afternoon and i’d say it’s a million times over better than that. well maybe that’s an exaggeration but let’s just leave things at that.

what did i love about the movie? well, the movie basically was about four people who went to vegas to have a good time, screwed up the whole night and woke up not remembering anything at all the day after. the plot was definitely not new but the movie was soooo silly and funny i just couldn’t help but love it. it’s like you know what’s gonna happen but still laugh at it anyway. i don’t know. to me, it was funny. and i loved the soundtrack! i loved the soundtrack so much i had to look for it. i’m glad i watched it. and it was more fun because i watched it with someone.

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i was talking with a friend of mine just a while back. well… he’s one of those who left the country to work some place else. apparently, he’s climbing one of those corporate ladders. and he was like saying he has to make his move now if he wants to get somewhere. and i was like, dude, you’re still young. and he was telling me… e parang nabibilisan ako. and i was like exactly! what’s with the hurry, right? then i went on to realize that maybe i was taking so much of my time. i mean, i don’t really know. am i doing everything that i’m supposed to do? am i supposed to like work on being financially free already? and whenever i think about it, i just realize more and more that no matter how bad this may sound… i love to work. i do. i really really do. it’s like having a sense of purpose or something. like you have a reason to wake up in the morning. you have something to look forward to at least. i mean not that those who are financially free do not have anything to look forward to but what i want to say is… maybe i want to still run round and round the vicious rat race. i want to take my time. enjoy. relax a bit. i mean that’s the pace i have. is it so wrong to take my time? what if the things i want are smaller? (hahaha! as unbelievable that may be.) i know i’m not making much sense. i usually don’t. hahaha! so there. let’s just end this.

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well… tomorrow is another monday. have to go to work. i’m hoping to see blessa and reigna tomorrow. too bad jobert won’t be there. i sooooo miss him already. anyway, good night dear void.

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malapit na.. malapit na malapit na talaga!

malapit na kong maniwala na swerte ako sa mga taong gustong mag-abroad. lahat na ata ng taong nagiging malapit sakin, biglang hinihila ng kung ano mang cosmic energy paalis ng Pilipinas. mga leche kayo!

dahil ba sinasabi kong ayokong umalis kaya lahat ng swerte na dapat na sakin e napupunta sa iba?! at eto pa ang bonggang-bonggang nakakaloka jan, kung sino pa yung malalapit sakin, yun pa ang umaalis! pambihira!

siguro pwede ko nang sabihin na kumakapal na yung balat ko para sa ganitong mga okasyon. anong okasyon? yung pag may magsasabi sayo na, “malapit na kong umalis.. pero di pa sure yun..” pudpud na pudpod na yung linyang yun at binging-bingi na ko. di pa sure yun? pero malapit na? anlabo. anu’t ano pa aalis at aalis din kayo! (yesss…. may galit!)

tangina. nagagalit nga ba ko? minsan gusto kong isipin yun… na nagagalit ako. kasi ba naman ako ang naiiwan. e di syempre pakiramdam ko, iniiwanan ako. ano ba namang kagaguhan yun db?! di mo rin naman ako masisisi di ba? pero hindi rin kita masisisi. kung aalis ka man o nakaalis na.. depende lang tlga sa buhay yan. kung tutuusing mabuti, ako ang maswerte. dahil hindi ko na kelangan patayin ang sarili ko para lang “makipagsapalaran” sa kung san mang lupalop. na kung gugustuhin kong magpakamartir at magtago sa Pilipinas, ayus lang. na isa lang sa maraming pagpipilian ang pagpunta sa ibang bansa para magtrabaho. na mabubuhay ako at ang pamilya ko kahit piso.. perang Pilipino ang laman ng bulsa ko. ang swerte ko naman pala talaga. pero minsan, hindi ko naaalala yun. kasi sa tuwing may aalis, pakiramdam ko nawawalan ako. na para bang nagkukulang. parang pati ako maninibago. makikisama ulit. mabubuhay ulit ng wala yung mga taong dumating at umalis.

nakakatawa. kung magsalita naman ako parang hindi na sila babalik. tska para bang napakalaki pa ng mundo ngayon? e hindi naman na. mas madali pa ngang hagilapin yung mga kaibigan ko ngayon kesa dati. mas madalas pa silang makausap. di nga lang makasama. di bale na, pwede naman silang puntahan e. mejo mahal nga lang.

siguro nga pangturista lang ako. at kailangan ko nang tanggapin na talagang wala akong hopeful na puso at matibay na sikmura para mag-abroad. natatakot akong umalis papunta sa walang kasiguraduhan (hahaha! na para bang may kasiguraduhan ang buhay sa Pilipinas!). basta natatakot lang ako. yun lang yun e. ayoko pang umalis sa comfort zone. saka na ko tatanda. ganito ganito lang muna sa ngayon.

ayokong makita yung isang araw na wala na kong ibang pagpipilian kundi ang magtrabaho sa ibang bansa. kaya kung dito pa lang, dapat matuto na kong maghawak ng pera. na kahit maliit kumpara sa kung anong kikitain ng isang medtech abroad ang kinikita ko ngayon, dapat matuto ako kung paano sulitin at paramihin yung pera na yun. yesss! stewardship!

sino nga bang nauna sa kanilang lahat? sino nga bang unang nagsabi sakin ng “pero di pa sure yun?” (sasampalin ko tlga yun pramis! hahaha!) pero sana maalala nila ko kahit nakaalis na sila. na kung saka-sakaling babalik man, sana ganun pa rin pag nagkita-kita. haayss nakakamiss tuloy lahat. na parang gustong bumalik lahat ng memories (yown! drama!) pero biglang hindi na rin pala.

sabi ni lucy magtayo na lang daw ako ng negosyo. “wanna go abroad? make friends with me” garantisado ang pagalis nyo. hahaha! sabagay, kahit wala akong agency parati naman akong online, available sa mga taong nalulungkot… (ewww!) at walang makaOsap! hahahahaha!

naku baka ngayon na sinasabi ko na to, mawala na ung magic. ayoko rin naman yon. hahaha! basta swerte ako! swerte ako!! swerte ako!!!! period. no erase. no liquid paper!

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i love weekends. i always look forward to weekends. make plans. go out. do whatever. better yet, do nothing productive and sleep all day!

after four months (i think… or is it three?) of training, i’m back to the 7am schedule at least for the first week of august. i have been learning the ropes of TB culture for the last four months now. from reading LJ culture weekly to recognizing what TB looks like on solid media. from making and reading zn smears from MGIT culture to actually identifying the bacteria with biochemical tests. from doing sensitivity testing to releasing the results. i kind of missed being the one processing the specimen. but last week, i finally went back to processing. nakakapanibago. but it was fun! it was the first time for me to work with sir alfred who had been so patient with me even if i got 43 minutes late last monday which left him doing all the work. hehehe! the funny thing is that i worked overtime that same monday for about an hour but i was 43 minutes late. sana pwede na lang ma-offset yun. hehehe! we had to work overtime on tuesday too to finish all the slides. good thing teacher helped us out. thank you teacher! at buti na lang may o.t meal! yum! we didn’t have work last wednesday because of president aquino’s burial. buti na lang kasi baka hindi na ko nakauwi kung may pasok! super traffic hanggang sucat! thursday. hmm… another overtime. we had to finish slides. but they were the ones who read the slides, i only helped sir eman with his work and then arranged our stocks. yea, dakilang bodegera. friday… we had our pictures taken. i think it’s for a new i.d. i looked terrible on picture! hays! sana ako na lang ang kumuha ng sarili kong pic at pinadala ko na lang sana sa itd. anyway i had to go kaya nauna na kong magpapic sa kanila. they were making fun of me, kaya ayan! pangit! i went out last friday. yey! thank you lance for the movie and the coffee. next time ako. promise! (hope you don’t get to read this hahaha!)

i actually got to watch four movies this week. last sunday, i watched public enemies (johnny depp, christian bale) and the proposal (sandra bullock, ryan reynolds). on wednesday, i got to watch my sister’s keeper. and just this friday, g.i. joe. i loved every one of them. johnny depp was great. i love that he is playing a real person now and not some sort of.. hmmm.. i don’t know.. some weird character which requires lots of makeup and wig?! hahaha! amazingly, i didn’t doze off even if public enemies run for more than two hours. that’s how good it was, i guess. after watching that, i bought another set of taquitos and coke then went to watch the proposal. i think this is the first romcom that starred sandra bullock that i appreciated. maybe because ryan reynolds was her co-star. i love ryan. i’ve always loved ryan. i think he’s charming, hot and boyishly handsome too. they looked great together i had to watch it twice. sulit bayad! (jeds, sana di mo to mabasa. libre mo ko bukas! hehehe!). hmmm… next. my sister’s keeper. well… when i got to the cinema, 20 minutes of the film had gone. they said i could just watch it again if i want. by the end of the film, i got bloodshot eyes and a terrible headache. not that this is the first movie that got me crying, but it did anyway and gave me a headache too. i never watched it the second time. here’s the funny part. when the movie was over, i waited inside for the next run of the film. you know when they play music first while the lights inside the theater were on? well… they actually did. the song they first played was off that musical-turned-movie hairspray. after a drama, this is what i heard! GOOD MORNING BALTIMORE!!! i was like… what the hell is this?! so i went to the comfort room and never came back. G.I Joe friday. i loved it! especially because i got to watch it for free.. hehehe! kidding. thank you lance! i wanted to watch it not because i was a fan of the animated series. i don’t even have a memory of it. (i don’t have a good memory anyway so what the heck!) i watched it because channing tatum was there. it turned out to be a really good movie! i especially loved the sword fights! love it! love it! and i loved the fact that marlon wayans was there. this is a good movie. better than transformers 2. definitely better! and oh, reb.. i agree with the megan fox comment you had on your post. got me laughing.

still waiting for the ugly truth and up. after ten years…..

i talked with jen and lucy this morning. it was sooo cool. jen is somewhere in saudi. i’m in the philippines and lucy is somewhere in canada. we were all online this morning (at least on my side of the world). we were in a conference room and we had our webcams on. it was sooo cool! i said that already, didn’t i? sayang walang photo. i guess when you are having so much fun you don’t really get to think about those things. next time na lang.

i cooked tinola today. it has turned out to be one of my favorites. tapos fried chicken bukas! i prepared it today, of course. boil ‘em and fry ‘em tomorrow. then i cooked some stir-fried veges mixed with rice. that was lunch. i got to try that finesse cereal nestle have. it tasted like corn flakes as jenna had mentioned. masarap! arghhh, diet! die yet… diet!

i got to watch ufc again. grabe! sobrang tagal na! i almost forgot what it was like. i didn’t know a single fighter on that episode that i watched today but each fight was great! to think that the episode i watched was soooo last year! galing pa rin. the sport has evolved so much. years back, fighters had their own… hmmm… what’s the right term? field of specialization?! haha! …coming into the octagon. they are good at just one martial art form. fighters today are more well-rounded. i mean, i guess it’s only necessary because if you are going up with an opponent unprepared, you are definitely screwed. sayang wala akong balls… (talking about that channel on skycable). hahaha!

that’s it! hope to wake up early tomorrow. go to church. have coffee. watch a movie. can’t go for a massage anymore. i have clearly spent a lot on groceries already. i’m well on my way outside my budget. maybe next week… huhuhu!

good night! or good morning… oh well, 3am na. 3am in the morning! hahaha! it’s 3am in the morning put my key in the door ‘n’ bodies layin all over the floor ‘n’ i don’t remember how they got there but i guess i must’ve killed ‘em.. killed ‘em..

pangit pag end ng post tapos good morning kaya…

gnyt! gnyt my dear boyd.

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weekend na! it’s saturday. i’m feeling a whole lot better and i want to go out. i miss my friends already. it’s weird to realize that i talk to them often now than when they were still here. to think na walking distance lang ang mga bahay namin sa isa’t isa.

lucy and i talked today. webcam, mic, ym. it was perfect. well… i couldn’t hear her well but that’s okay. she’s on the other side of the world right now. somewhere in canada. calgary, i think. good thing she has an internet connection. i don’t miss her that much. we talk more now than ever.. i think. two-hour conversation ngayon, record-breaking na yun para sakin.

the thing with me is.. i’m kind of changing my mind about not going abroad. if before i was strongly against it (something like i would only work abroad if there is no other choice), now i’m actually considering it. it’s frustrating when you compare the employment rates here and abroad. you can earn in a year abroad what you can earn in ten years (probably) here in the philippines. it’s sad to say that a lot of people are driven out of the country to work because of wanting to provide a better life for their families. but what other choice do filipinos have?

as much as possible, i would like to stay here, of course. but i want to see what it’s like out there too.

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nakakaasar. nasa bahay lang ako buong maghapon dahil masakit pa rin yung chan ko. perfect. eto pa naman yung araw sana na susulitin ko ang maghapon sa cinemalaya. sinasabi ko na nga ba… hindi effective sakin ang mga plano. madalas pag meron pa ko non, walang nangyayari sakin.

nung friday, pumunta pa rin ako kahit na sobrang sakit ng chan ko. syempre gusto ko makita si jo. twice a year lang kami nagkikita. february tska july. pasinaya tska cinemalaya. buti nga meron pa nung dalawa na yun e, at least may bonding pa rin kami. nanood kami ng mangatyanan. kwentuhan. tapos umuwi na ko.

ngayon sabado. sabi ni blessa, sold out lahat ng alas sais. nagtaka naman ako. main theater sold out? e malaki yun db? dinig sana kita pala yung palabas. napanood ko na yun. maganda. di na ko magtataka kung ipapalabas din yung sa mga sinehan. sana nga e. para mapanood ko ulit.

hays gusto ko pa naman sana ng tshirt. kaso pano yan e last day na bukas. i doubt na makakalayas ako ng bahay bukas. pero sana. shit. magastos to. pupunta ko ng ccp para lang bumili ng tshirt?! dapat talaga bumili na ko last week pa. tsktsktsk! mali na naman. tshirt lang yun. bahala na bukas.

still have to go back to baywalk. marami pa rin namang nagpupunta dun kahit na di na katulad ng dati yung lugar. tska gusto kong bumalik ng boni high. bahala na ulit. pag magaling na ko.

haaayyyy. sobra! yoko na ng ganitong feeling. sana normal na ulit. para pwede na ulit gumala. three weeks na ata akong di nagpupunta ng alabang pag weekend. nakakamiss na.

napanood ko ung penelope kanina. maganda pala yun. kailangan lang tlgang mahalin ang sarili. tsktsk! gwapo ni mcavoy. he he he!

ayun… wala akong magawa. obviously. hmp! makapaglaro na nga lang.

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ay naku! mashado na ata akong nasstress! di na ko nakakatulog ng maayos.. as if natutulog ako ng maayos tlga dati. ewan ko ba.. simula nung nagkasakit ako, masama na lang lagi yung pakiramdam ko. hayss… sana pwede ulit ang sleep all day mode.

alam mo pwede sana mangyari to e. may balak na nga ako magleave ng friday e KASO NAMAN etong dst ko nasira yung tatlo. ewan ko lang dun sa dalawa ah, baka gusto na rin nilang lumabas agad dun sa machine! ano bang mali? may nilagay ba kong hindi dapat ilagay? may ginawa ba kong hindi ko dapat ginawa? syempre hanggang bahay pinagiisipan ko pa rin yung diskarte ko bukas sa trabaho. ay naku! hindi tlga ko natutuwa! yung pagleleave ko ng friday napurnada dahil parang matatambakan ata ako ng trabaho. uulitin ko na naman kung anong ginawa ko kaninang umaga! nakakaasar yon db? di man lang nagtagal ng isang araw yung tnrabaho ko kanina dun sa machine! tapos hindi ko pa malaman kung pano nangyari yun! hayyyyy!!! pero wala naman akong choice, kailangan ko syang ulitin. nakakalungkot naman. sana masira na lang agad yung iba kong ginawa kung masisira lang naman tlga sila. ayoko na maghintay ng sampung araw para malaman lang na under-inoculated pala sila.

mareklamo lang ako pag nasisira yung mga plano ko pero.. weird bang sabihin na nageenjoy ako sa trabaho ko? siguro dahil sa mga kasama din dun. kasi sinasabi nila na parang walang career growth dun. sa lawak ng medical technology at microbiology, mycobacteria lang ang alam ko. hindi nga lahat ng mycobacteria e… mycobacterium tuberculosis lang! hahaha! nabobobo na ata ako. sayang yung reviewer ko na kay ate she na. (hoy ate she! kung nagffriendster ka man, ciulla (ciulla nga ba yun???) ko?! hehehe miss na kita!)

maraming nagbabalak umalis. marami na ring umalis. ako kaya? san kaya ako makakarating? wag naman po sana Lord dumating yung araw na kailangan kong umalis para lang sa pera. kung aalis man ako, para palawakin lang yung mundo ko. sana ganun na lang Lord. kung pwede nga lang po sana e, wag na lang umalis. he he he!

unti-unti na kong nilalamon ng trabaho. pero ayus lang. di rin naman di ba? may choice pa rin naman. pwede naman umuwi ng maaga kung gusto (kung kaya bang sikmurain na mang-iwan kahit marami pang trabaho… pwede naman umuwi.) kung tutuusin, magaan pa yung trabaho namin kumpara sa iba. nagugutom ka, pwedeng kumain. busog ka pa, e di kumain mamaya. inaantok, e di matulog sa lunch break. tinatamad, konting petix (pwede ring magleave! he he he!). hindi mo natapos yung trabaho, mag-o.t. walang pasok ng weekends at holidays. at maayos magpasweldo. (yun o!) sayang lang tlga dahil sa mga kaltas. mahiya naman ang gobyerno sana! ewan… inaantok lang siguro ako kaya ako nagkakaganito. matutulog na ko… nakakamiss lang tlga. good nyt my dear boyd.

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kung pwede lang sanang lagyan ng preno yung bibig mo, matagal ko nang ginawa.

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isang linggo na kong may sakit. di ko alam kung pano to nagsimula. dahil siguro sa katakawan ko. bilib din naman ako sa sense of humor ni Lord. opo, naririnig ko na. malinaw na malinaw. magddiet na ko.

july 3. friday. simula pa lang ng magandang araw e nagyaya na kong kumain. tapos lunch. tapos merienda.  tapos birthday ni teacher. tapos dinner with lucy. parang gusto kong magsuka nung gabi pero pinili ko na lang matulog.

july 4. saturday. stuck at home. wala daw akong pera, sabi ni kael. wala nga hahaha! kuya pengeng pera! simula na ng sakit ng tiyan. natakot pa ko baka ulcer na. hahaha! gayunpaman (hanep!), di ko sinumpa ang forever coke kong lifestyle at hindi ko sinabing magbabagong-buhay na ko.

july 5. sunday. kakaiba tlga tong sakit na to. kala ko naman mamamatay na ko. pag gagalaw ka, masakit. tatawa ka, masakit. kakain ka, masakit. pag nasaktan ka na, masakit ulit. dumating yung ate ko. nagpakonsulta naman ako. sinabi ko ang history ng pagsakit ng tiyan ko. tinanong nya lang kung tuloy-tuloy na masakit. sabi ko, hindi. saka nya sinabing walang kwenta yung sakit ko. uminom daw ako ng motilium. kawawang batang matakaw, di natunawan.

july 6. monday. lintek. nakakadalawang motilium na ko, masakit pa rin sya. di ko nga alam kung dapat bang uminom ng motilium dalawang beses sa isang araw pero dahil masakit pa rin, sige rin ang pag-inom ko ng gamot.

july 7. tuesday. wala nang menstruation. wala nang dysmenorrhea. weird dahil sa tiyan ko nagmanifest ang dysmenorrhea?! ano naman yon?! di na sya parating sumasakit. tolerable na. pwede nang magtrabaho ng maayos.

july 8. wednesday. toxic. nagdedemand pa ng pahinga yung pagod at tinatamad kong katawan. nagbiro pa ko sa bisor ko, pwede po bang magleave ng thursday at friday? na sinagot nya lang ng, basta magfile ka. naalala ko rin na maguusap dapat kami ni reigna. kinulit ko na lang syang magkita kami. pumayag naman. he he he! (dapat magkita tayo ulit reigna!)

july 9. thursday. when it rains, it pours. paos na ko, sinisipon pa. ayus lang. bedroom voice. nakakaasar na nakakahiya. pero ayos naman. saya rin mapaos paminsan. last day na ni ate joan. (kulang na pag nagsquid balls kami ni teacher). dinner with jen. (hays… lapit ka na umalis…)

july 10. friday. sipon at ubo. perfect combo. nagleave na ko. (natauhan din ako sa wakas!!! hindi kasalanan ang magleave!!!). may endorsement pa rin. buti na lang mabait yung senior kong isa. yung isa… ammm anong day na nga ang susunod?

july 11. saturday. feeling ko sunday na. di sanay sa long weekend. hehehe! nagdivi kami ni mudraks. tinuro nya na yung stall na hindi ko makita… at eto online pa rin ako maghapon. as usual. bukas ko na lang gagawin ang mga dapat gawin. pahinga muna, baka magkasakit ulit hahaha! yea, right…

july 12. sunday. sunday starbucks. kaso di pa pwede. kung gusto kong gumaling, hindi pa pwede. movie na lang kaya. ice age 3. hays! first run. hahaha! planado… saka na ko maglalaba. tama! church.. kape… movie… kain… uwi. nood tayo?

july 13. monday. sana sweldo na. he he he!

sobra na sa araw. hays..

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gusto ko sanang sabihin na, “hindi mo malalaman kung ano yung mga pinakagusto mong gawin at kung ano yung mga pinakaimportante sayo hanggang di mo nararamdaman na mamamatay ka na..”

bigla kong narinig, “matagal ka nang patay, anu ka ba?”

tablado ako. di na ko nagsalita.

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cancelled na naman ang divi adventures ko. pa’no kasi may kainan sa lab kanina. xmpre sasama ako! hahaha! nagdonate din ako dun nu, alangan namang hindi ako kumain!

alas singko. umalis na kami ng lab. nantrip tas pumasok sa pagcor. kunyari naghahanap ng ticket dun sa parang circus. (sorry nakalimutan ko yung tawag, hehehe!). ganun palang itsura sa loob. now i know… hmmm… gusto kong makakita ng totoong poker table. yun nga lang sana libre yung poker chips hehehe!

dumaan kami ng times plaza kasama si ate jo kasi naghahanap sila ng id lace. tapos nung nakabili na sila, uwian na. gaya ng parati naman naming ginagawa, umakyat kami ni teacher papuntang LRT. pumila pa kami tapos yung babaeng guard e sumigaw ng “code yellow! code yellow!” hello! na parang alam namin kung anong ibig sabihin ng code yellow!!!!!!! nung napansin nyang hindi sya naiintindihan ng mga tao, sinabi nyang “stop operation! stop operation!”

since parang ayaw na nilang magpapasok kasi nga code yellow sila, nagjeep na lang kami. nagbayad hanggang rotonda pero bumaba ng quirino. naririnig kasi naming tumatakbo na ulit yung LRT. pero dahil sobrang swerte namin ni teacher, pag dating namin ng quirino station lumagpas yung isang tren na hindi kami nakasakay. nun namang nakasakay na kami, saka naman inatake ng code yellow tong LRT!

after 45 minutes, saka ako nakababa sa buendia. si teacher… derecho ang byahe. napadaan ako dun sa may ukay-ukay sa ilalim ng LRT station. kala ko kasi kasya sakin yung paldang itim na nasa bukana nung tindahan. e tutal nandun na ko, nag-treasure hunt na rin ako. nakakita naman ako ng dalawang damit na gusto ko. mahal nga lang para sa damit na galing wag-wagan kasi 250 yung dalawang damit. e sabi nung kapatid ko meron tatlo isandaan na ukay-ukay.

nung nakarating ako sa sakayan, ahas na yung pila. buti na lang hindi ako tinotopak ngayon, may pera pa naman akong dala. baka pag nagkataon e mapatambay na naman ako sa vito cruz. buti na lang natatakot ako sa epidemya. pinili ko na lang na magpakahealthy at bumili ng coke na may kasamang nova. 25 pesos lang.

alas-ocho na ata nung may nakasakay ako ng bus. sa dami ng tao sa terminal, naka-anim na bus pa akong hinintay bago nakasakay. ayos lang kako, matino naman yung katabi ko at de-aircon naman yung bus. mano nang trapik. libre naman matulog sa bus.

di ko na alam kung anong oras na ko nakauwi. pasado alas nuebe na rin siguro. kung tutuusin, maaga pa ako kesa sa ibang araw kong pag-uwi. yun nga lang katakot takot na perwisho naman yung dinaanan ko bago nakarating ng bahay.

tapos laro ulit. tapos bukas sabado na. nawa’y maging productive naman ako. magising sana ng maaga para matuloy na yung divi adventures ko. pag natuloy ako at hindi umuulan ng lunes, ipapasyal ko naman sa maynila yung camera kong maganda. makasilay man lang ng araw. makakuha man lang ng sunset sa baywalk. sayang wala na yung dating baywalk. nakakaasar tuloy. nakufo! kapag hindi, e di lunes ako mamimili, problema ba yon.

nilalait ni zombie yung transformers. may galit ata tong zombie na to. hehehehe! ayan parang ayoko na tuloy manood! at ayoko pa munang basahin yung blog nya tungkol dun (kung meron na… kasi naman yung pinakita nyang draft… parang test paper ko sa virology… walang laman! hahaha! ayy meron pala, tatatlong piraso!). basta manonood pa rin ako!! hmmm sino kayang mayaya? zombie! nood ka ulit! libre kita? hahahaha!

hays… bukas sabado. tapos linggo. tapos july na. tapos december. tapos 2010 na. ano na kayang mangyayari? yoko nang isipin. nakakabaliw yun. yoko na rin magplano ng sobra sobra. nakakabaliw din yun. enjoy enjoy na lang muna. saka na lang ako tatanda.

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laro na ulit. paganahin ang subconscious!